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APRIL

April.
The month of joyous occasions.
The month my soul died and came alive to another.

With the atmosphere burning,
my insides dissolve into a sea of black.
Yet, it dances towards you.

Like Kurt, i found a cure.
People say he died.
I knew he didnt coz
I felt him kiss me.

April gave me a gift.
Insanity.
She made me unafraid.
I am not afraid.

She says the gift is eternal.
Infinite.
Take all i want, dream of Kurt.
Feel him kiss me again.

Filled with imploding desire.
Unacceptable adolescence, they say.
But it is nothing to throw away.
My heart never lies.

T'was April, it all began.
Dream of Kurt.
Feel him kiss me again.
Feel him kiss me again.

For A Love

For the longest time, i think of words put together in paper.
Words that express what only a lover can feel.
For the shortest time, i consumed you with you with such desire.
Too many complications, too much to deal.

You are what i am.
My heart is shrunkened and it is tattooed into your hands.
Your tears, they are overflowing,
i swear it is something i can forever mend.

How perpetual these thoughts are.
You are what i want, but are impossible to claim.
How can i be happy,
when you are the happiness i hope to keep?

Unpredictable. Adorable.
You are everything new everyday.
I wish we could stay in the clouds forever,
coz the clouds liberates us into a world of our own.

I love being in the clouds with you.
Just you and me, with our whiskey.
With our lust and emotions set free.
Let our hungry tongues communicate.
Let our uncontrollable hands anticipate.

Thank you for a guardian angel.
He touches me with his unconditional and loving soul.
But in despite, the inside is frozen and the outside,
Filled with uncertainties.

Another angel is missing a heart to love.
The star right above has yet to be fallen down.
Waiting under that same star, praying and wishing.
Praying and wishing, until it falls to the ground.

Was in the mood for some poetry lately. So much inspiration around me, so why not?
Anyways, these are for you, baby. I remember once upon a time, you were squeezing me so tightly. Then you began to pray to gods you didnt even knew existed, just hoping that theyd be listening. You said please dont let this go. Dont ever let this go. So dont let go of me ok?

Thank you for missing me. You have no idea how much i feel the same way. I miss saturday and i hope it happens again. Heh. Alright, this emo girl is back! Wooooo! :)

Miss u like crazy.


Good times, good times. :D
Wow.
All i can say is, i am happy that i went through 2 years of my life with you. :)
Let's let another chapter of our lives open.

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And.
I guess i should leave you for a while now.
Be alone.
Think things over.
Take your time. :)

I just dont want you to be upset over this. I guess it isnt worth it at all. :D

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So many things are happening to me now. Its only been 3 days! I'll take this "being single" thing as a good way to catch up with things ive missed in the past. Im glad everything's more or less settled and no grudges were beared. Maybe i have alot to think about but i hope you remember that its never a waste and i love the way things are now. Of course i will reminisce. At least i know those were good times. :)

I need to grow up!! :P

Okay. Mahaaaaa!! Where are you?? I need to say so much to you!! Gah..
All ive got to say is "Im sorry, babe".
Pls call me soon.

(Why am i doing this here?! Gurggh!)

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